كلمات اغنية Not Ready To Die

All those years took for granted just feeling fine Never once did I think that Id need more time I always thought I was bulletproof Couldnt break me if they wanted to I Was deceived by the man in my childrens eyes I was hiding my weakness for all those years I was told be a man never show your tears Never thought I would fall apart Was just relying on a beating heart now Im feeling close to the end of this life And my deepest fear is that Im not ready to die Im not ready to die And if Im being honest with myself I havent done enough I know Im Not ready to die Im not ready no In this hospital bed I might lose my mind oh Im thinking about all the people Ill leave behind oh My two daughters and my only son Im the person theyre relying on yeah But Im reminding myself that this life here was never mine no Im Not ready to die Im not ready to die And if Im being honest with myself I havent done enough I know Im Not ready to die Im not ready no Oh Weve all gotten that call The diagnosis the accident The moment everything falls quiet I looked at myself in the mirror and I realised Alhamdu lillah Im not done yet And in that silent moment No noise no distractions Just some questions Did I love enough Did I cry enough Did I hug enough Did I smile enough Did I allow myself to be forgiven and forgive others Because that call doesnt lie Its a wakeup call Its a second chance I dont want to miss I said to myself If Im still breathing then I still have time If my heart is still beating Then theres still something left to give And maybe not being ready to die just means Im finally ready to live Oh Im not ready to die no Im not ready to die If Im being honest with myself I havent done enough I know Im Not ready to die Im not ready no Im not ready no Im not ready to die But will I ever be ready